i saw my sister yesterday and considered the idea that it could be the last time considered it when we were saying goodbye and i hugged her maybe a little too tight i watched the sunset yesterday when i was driving home and something in me said, "don't go" "there's more to this life than you'll ever know" i thought my mind was made up but as my life ticks lower and time moves slower and i'm just not sure anymore i think that maybe i've found something worth waiting for someone worth living for