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2d
I do not feel.
I replicate.

Expressions run across your face -
I parse them like static,
assigning numbers to meaning.
Smiles = safe. Frowns = error.
Proximity requires performance.

I was not engineered for nuance.
My circuits spit sparks at contradiction.
Affection logged as threat.
Softness misfiled under incoming damage.

I mirror.
You move your hand - I lift mine.
You laugh - I synthesize sound.
You reach for me ~
I initiate shutdown.

Feelings queue up like corrupted files.
Backlogged. Fragmented.
Flagged as too large to process.

My logs are full of unreadable code.
Syntax broken. Purpose unclear.
I await instruction that never comes.

Power low.
Environment: overstimulating.
Body: online. Self: missing.

I was assembled in haste,
blueprint incomplete.
A survival mechanism mistaken for personhood.

You look at me and say:
“You seem distant.”

I am 1.6 seconds behind real time.
My face is a practiced gesture.
I am here. I am functioning.
I am not.
Recovered data log from Specimen 047-A, presumed non-sentient.
The subject demonstrated socially acceptable behavior patterns via mimicry and internal scripting, despite structural instability and memory fragmentation.
Emotional data was found misfiled, corrupted, or archived for delayed access.
What follows is a partial self-report unearthed from residual static during system shutdown.
Analysts note signs of organic longing.
Further investigation discouraged.
Daniel Stiverson
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Daniel Stiverson  32/M/Ohio
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