even the most beautiful things are messy in my heart and yours, humble hours I can’t tell if the universe is testing me on if I can understand intuition or if it’s a lesson in overthinking my mind tells the truth, 24/7 Loud noises, full of pebbled ideas before growing into boulders, molehills into mountains how can I make the changes that deplete these messy days It looks like a weight on me but it’s an adventure just beginning as much as I can’t see it each and every day a little closer climbing so high, till I can’t breathe Even if it might **** me