You clock in like it’s sport. Bare minimum effort, maximum proximity. Enough to say you showed up - not enough to matter.
I am the weather you wade through on the way to his sun. Your shoes stay dry, your conscience cleaner than it deserves.
You breathe my warmth like free air. Touch softness without ever asking what it costs to be this open.
You sip from my life, call it kind, but only when it’s convenient. When you’re not too busy filing fantasies under someone else’s name.
And still - you linger. You sit in the quiet I built, wearing your smug smile like a medal you didn’t earn.
Trophies come with rules. Show up. Stay present. Give a ****.
But you parade around with your little ribbon of recognition, plastic pride on a shelf gathering dust. Not for winning. Just for being nearby when something beautiful bloomed.
You didn’t plant a thing. Didn’t water. Didn’t tend.
But here you are, touching the petals, posing for the picture, as if the garden knows your name.
This isn’t about love lost. It’s about recognition never earned. It’s what happens when someone stands close enough to feel your warmth but never dares to offer their own. When they expect intimacy without investment, and mistake presence for participation. You don’t get a trophy for showing up when the work is already done.