My arms burn in anticipation
My mind breaks under antagonization
My body falters under pre determination
Not again
Here again
Don't relapse
But I'm already bleeding again

I collapse under my own mind
Body binded under the weight
Drowning
Binded under this lake
Feeling unsafe

Home?
House

Safe?
No

Collapsing
Relapsing
Broken
And bleeding
Staining every thought
Every feeling
Turning them red
Laying them down
Dead