'what's your biggest fear?'
everyone who has asked me this has received a lie
I'm a liar and I'll take the truth to the grave when I die
cause 'spiders' and 'heights' are just so easy to say
kept on lying and lying, up to this day
no matter how good I might be with words
I can't explain my fear to this world
It's wandering eyes, I said it
are you confused? I get it
I love you if you've always looked into my eyes
I am the liar, my eyes cannot lie
but when your eyes wander around my cheek and jaw
I don't know if its my smile or flaws that you saw
I already know the thing you'll say next
'It's just acne, it'll be okay'
then why did you mention it cause I never asked
why'd you think that I would need pity on that
yes, i drink water and  wash my face everyday
I've tried everything is the least I can say
'you're still pretty'
oh god, spare me the pity
it's not comforting, never has been
I know i can be pretty, just not in this skin