Oh watch me wither away in the silence , watch me scream away my pain , my mouth opens yet words fail to tumble . Oh what does a girl do now ? When the burns of her past catch up with her ? Oh what does a girl do now? As she sits in a corner crying away her sorrow . So many people pass by , yet for some reason they do not see her pain, they see something else , they see an attitude in place of pain . How can she tell them ? Tell them that she's tired, tell them that her body aches ! He passes by , wishes her well but truly doesn't wanna involve himself with whatever is wrong with her , can you blame him ? She's the crazy one , the one who is always stoic , emotionless? Yet why is he always there when she's threatening to fall apart ? . Oh my girl , what shall we do with this one, the one who came tumbling down into our life , the one who's absence causes us sadness yet his closeness makes us weary . What shall we do with him ? . He watches me scream yet he hears My laughter, he watches me cry yet he sees my smile , The opposite is what I do when he comes around. I hope one day ! I'll do what I truly intend , so before I wither away my smile shall be Genuine .