do you Wonder Why it’s the negative things we tend to believe When people practice to deceive
Nine people say Something good Yet we glam onto The one negative Whether we Should
I’m a daft Old cow A fat sough Plain Jane Implications Of a name
I never Thought I was Something I was Not
Brow beat from Head to my feet I could never Measure up The pedestal Is too steep
We are the worst critics In a cynic world we create We never give Ourselves a break Go easy For goodness sake
I was never one of the pretty people Gilded Castle, Golden steeple People in glass houses should never throw stones Far Too much to atone He who is without sin, Cast the first stone
I’m A rough ragged Rock With intentional purposeful refinement Even while blemishes are detected My inner self starting to show with no objective Patient polish purposeful perfection I became a brilliant diamond
Now I shine
I have grown in my reflection No more negative rejection Without stern objection I’m No longer a whipping post Live love, laugh Father Son Holy Ghost Journey to self be a loving host
Inspired Songs;
1) Dream by Aerosmith 1973
2) I got a name by Jim Croce 1973
3) Be good to yourself by Frankie Miller 1977
4) Shining star by Earth, wind and fire 1975
This is one of the areas of grief I’m not sure which one. I’m just going with the flow working out the emotions best I know dealing with my brother’s death. He died July 15. We haven’t buried him yet. I haven’t let go. I think that shows. I’m going along having an OK day and a break out in tears not sure why the song I thought no reason at all really but every reason under the sun my emotional roller coaster has just begun I fear this might take a while I’ll put on a fake smile and Sam OK when it’s really not that way