You know it's not worth it I just keep on hurting My body's tumbling My hands be fumbling Never stopping running Pain Shame Fighting through it Thinking My brains to blame My body ain't ever been tamed You know I'm drinking all of my thoughts Keeping it So bottled up I know I'm not tough And this is rough But how do I keep pushing on When all I've been doing is collapsing And you think I want this Well βYOUR WRONG