in my dreams, you say "i'm not the one"
but if i could've been saved by anyone
it would've been you
and i don't want to say the truth
i dont want that guilt to live with you
so if you somehow find this, nathan
just know you were my friend
and i loved you till the end
and it's okay if you don't feel the same
i promise it's okay
i know i didn't really know you
but i really, really wanted to
and i'm sorry we ran out of time
i'm sorry you'll never be mine