I wish to believe, That I will heal. Get over my **** depression, Maybe some joy I will feel. But, good things come, And I temporarily feel great. But then it's quickly gone, There goes my peaceful state. Sometimes life gets brighter, I begin to rise from my hell. But inevitably the fire reaches, And drags me back to its dwell. So should I even bother, To fight the monster called depression. When it will always be there, Continue being my minds obsession.