THE PRICE I PAID FOR LOVE
I fell in love with a heart that wasnt mine
I loved him so much that even when he was hurting me I tried to understand him
Put away my anxiety for him
I had to pay a price every night after everyone's asleep bcus of him
A price I now vow to never pay again

He was not just a chapter in my life,he was the ink
The lovely room we created is starting to echo in his absence
The weight of the world have somehow become unbearable without him here with me
His smiling face still hunts me till date
Nd wen I thought my world couldn't feel again,it got heavier

Out memories flash before my eyes every corner I took
Genuine laughter turned to subtle chuckles.
Yearning gazes turned into shy glances.

The worst part of healing are the scars I get to see whenever I look back
Or the times I had to act like it never happened
Or the times I pretend to sleep over the pains
Or knowing its time I forgot him and learn to love someone else .