I'm drowning My time on this plane is withering I'm a flower that neglects itself Hoping that I share the same fate as my time I don't want to be here But I have no choice Nay I have a choice I just don't have the courage So I carry on Taking the punches Forever turning the other cheek Constantly treating myself like a punching bag Forever bruised Can't even recognize myself Rearranged and arranged Time and time again Waiting for the courage to flee