i am on my bed, laying on my back i am looking at the ceiling i get a strange sensation that i am not alone in the room
i have laid here on this bed a million times before but there is something different today there is an eerie mist moving around
i see figures walking around in silence some i know, some i don't some from the present some from the past they've all come to say goodbye
you see, i am dying the next few moments will be my last don't feel bad, i have no regrets at least, i'd like to think i don't
the mysterious figures hover over me they look at me with burning anger in their eyes i do not know these figures i do not know why they are angry at me
then i recognize one figure he is a ghost from the past he is the ghost of the book i never wrote you see, i once wanted to be a writer
then i recognize another he is the ghost of the orphanage that i never built for the street kids you see, i once wanted to help the poor
then i recognize yet another he is the ghost of the racial equality that i never fought for you see, i once wanted to fight for justice
yet another ghost i recognize this time, itβs the ghost of adventure the adventures i never went on you see, i once wanted to travel the world
then i see a familiar ghost this is the ghost of all the missed opportunities missed chances to help mankind you see, i once wanted to be a humanitarian
ah, here is one i know well it is the ghost of sobriety something i didn't fight hard enough for you see, once i dreamed of being a teetotaler
I see many more ghosts now i recognize every single one of them i find it hard to withstand their anger they are angry because i never brought them to life
now i understand their anger all my life i have neglected my responsibility to give them life so they must remain dead forever
the ghosts are getting ready to carry me away one look in their eyes and i see that it won't be to paradise i am powerless to protest
heed this warning, you among the living learn from my mistakes do not waste your talents make use of every opportunity
it is too late for me but you still have time never let a chance to help others pass you by