While you weren't here I cried every night. A million tears fell, Still my heart wasn't right.
While you weren't here I did what I could, Hoping against hope My decisions were good.
While you weren't here I gained some in age. Things just went on And life turned a page.
While you weren't here I just tried to go on, Knowing what didn't **** me Would only make me strong.
While you weren't here A whole lot got changed. My life became different, My world rearranged.
While you weren't here I had to learn to be alone, To stand on my two feet, To make my own home.
So that's where I am now, At this stage of my life, Still scared and alone, Still coping with strife.
And oh how I wish that Things could be different, That I could go back To a time in the past,
To a time before You weren't here.
A poem written about how I was abandoned by an important person in my life. Though the experience has made me a stronger person, I sometimes wish to go back to the time when this person was in my life. Maybe soon maybe in a long time. all i know is that im trying to hope!