A shadow concerns me,
not just a sudden ditty
of a song I was playing,
I see them all dancing
and I wish to be one of them.

My safely net is just speaking
of the comfort on the internet
Not to be a friend but poetry
& one got too close to me.
And I won't lie of the eventually
of this girl's and change in the breeze
my own, a frightful dis-comfort,
and I hurt her with hostility
when she joined up with them.

I hate myself for hurting her.