Rouge .....
So low i don't know ,
It's dystopian cold
Icy blue river flows
Maelstrom ******* noises
Caught up in the undertow ....
Easier though I have the strength
But not the will so I let go.......
Inundated and saturated with hate
Soul bruised
infused a delusional contusion
Frozen pushed too deep
I refuse to breath  in . ...
Close my eyes i feel warmth
Open ....... .In front of the salamander,asti spumante
A well made blanket
I'm dry except for the saline stream that goes over my flushed cheek
As I look you in the eyes
Thank you Sara .
You saved my life.  
I want to make you my concord  claufotis ......
If you don't mind.