Paralyzed. A man is watching me. I just know. From where, I do not. He is watching my every movement. My every breath. I need to see him. Just a glimpse would suffice. No. Breathing, regularly. In and out. So NOW Iām hungry? Look up at the ceiling. Tell yourself everything is okay. There is a ceiling for one. That is pretty okay. To the left of me I spy a coffee maker.