on a bad hard pillow did i sleep
and woke up ******* more count sheep
than a milked cow
i wonder
the softer pillow already relaxes my mind
and people said:
believe in yourself...
while i say to them
as i will tell my pupils: doubt least
doubt small think big
don't doubt yourself
give your love and your fear unto god
but when interacting with fellow man
i wonder am i preparing a para-military
hope for england
to know that so many coppers surrounded me
and if you own an SIA padge
imagine being a Copper and realizing:
oh ****... wrong path
because the SIA is lowest low military
it is para-military
i'm willing to write this much
because i think about how people organize
i mean:
i'm a Gary Linaker of the Industry
4 years and not a single physical altercation

but as i said to my Muslim friend
i am the "Little Horn"...
i am the Little Horn
of the beast i know exist
who is a bilingual
in psychology and i could have been
but French discouraged my soul
and gave me answers in English
imagine working alongside the military
the engineers not actual fighters
and doers
now imagine a disgruntled citizenry
and imagine counter protesters being
taxied by the police
and the police is now the lowest of the low
and we know that how collusive they are
with journalists and it's soft power
and we understand hard power
via security if and only if coupled
with logistics,
construction...
all these men need willingness to be security
para-military
i want England to be healthy
the multi-cultural of Exception
of Particulars...
i would like the Para-Military to walk the protest
through the road:
which is not Parliamentary Mile
in England
and the Royal Mile of Edinbugh
the Parliamentary Mile of London
and the Royal Mile of Edinburgh...

             so i asked: can we have a team
we don't need lazy "response" teams of bullies
needing to learn their lessons:
i implore for need for REPRESSIVE teams...
showcasing their intellect and physical certainty
i don't need bullies to invent:
MI5 Polish as tongue and a land
and a people in the unconscious
while MI6 English tongue
and nothing more and i wished i learned
Spanish, German,
Turkish, Arabic,
           Dagbani,
                     Katakana:
                                                 Nahuatl
hence the seven heads
and the old wound and the emergence of the little horn
as the cleaving and healing of the wound...
near fatal: yet me and yeti live.

- but we can have a logistic security hybrid
para-military
which could expand
given when police officers realize
how futile they are and seem....
when...
  
   like i'm starting to think that i'm going about
un-complicating my life by doing
too many things too pro bono
i think when i get older i
need to start charging people for my efforts
i think the next time i'm on
megaphone on the street i will have
to recite one of my poems
but then maybe i won't...

but the idea of paramilitary:
it's not enough to have guns
a people freed from governance needs
more than individuals to have
weapons...
what the Constitution of the People of America
should include is a Citizenry with
the Concept of (a / the) Para-Military:
Spies...
in the Asylum:
begin their training:
to start being the Army Arm of the Vetting Process
of who is worthwhile and who isn't...
and then the so called "far right protests"
could have a paramilitary arm of protection
and not be abused by the police...
we could have police against the paramilitary
because the police hierarchy doesn't include
god or angels or angels
kid
king or country or people
the police is a tool of the city
of the state
the police is not the army
and the nation and the king...
but us in the security and the logistics industry
could be your paramilitary...
and not everyone would require a weapon
not able to wield it...
that little horn
and the parasitical mushroom
of hyped colors and imagination:
scooter... scooter blast.