I apologize too much. I never think I do enough. I always go beyond and above, Still I’m too fragile to be loved.
I’m so scared of the truth, Yet nothing else will ever do. Happiness has been the goal, But I fear forever feeling hollow.
You and I deserve the best of me. But who am I—why can't I see?
I don't know how to say no. People say, "stop," I still go. Always there, always giving— Yet alone when I need forgiving.
I'd climb a mountain, cross a sea. I'd burn myself out just to meet a need. But I've already lowered the bar— It drags behind me like a scar.
The world is loud. The vision’s getting hazy. Please help me now... I feel crazy.
So many faces— Which is mine? Each stitched with guilt, A need to stay in line.
What if saying "no" could feel like peace? What if I took a space just to breathe? Would you hold me when I come undone? Remind me I don't always have to run?
I'm worn, but still reaching. I'm bruised, but still believing. I don't need much, just to be seen— Not as a mirror, But a human being.