I see him
like marshmallows in the sky.
I feel it
like he makes me alive.
I wanted
to let him know he's super kind.
I can't help
but keep him on my mind.
September came and I saw your face.
You made me feel like it was okay- to not be the same.
And I know that I had to go through some shame, cause I got so used to trying to play the game like I was same but I'm not the same.
You saw that
in your eyes I saw the flame,
glowing bright cause you feel the same.
Like a clock ticking,
you looked into my brain,
sorted through my every grain,
til you found my name.
Like spongebob I forgot, saying, "What's my name? What's my name?"
Then October came.
You sat in my room and we watched TV like we've been around each other since we were 3.
I tickled you.
You tackled me.
Anime and cowboy games,
starting to see you in different frames.
School was different, and I felt new.
I felt like I was on Jupiter when I saw you,
but you were the sun,
and I could only gravitate.
You pulled me in.
My love, there was no debate.
I was lost in it.
You were my fate.
You sat me down,
you stood me up,
you filled my heart like I was a cup.
You filled me up.
Now here we are, some years have passed.
I was so scared,
"How will we last?"
Such different lives.
Such different goals.
But you found my fears,
and you stuffed those holes.
No landlord special.
Solid as stone.
I want you to myself.
You are my home.
Seven-thousand years- you'll still know,
I love you so.
You make me glow.