I have lived many lives , in the edges of my fingers Put words to emotions And tenderness to a hardened soul I can't say ive found my devotion But I've surely drank it through my teeth Bless the heart That gave words to me I'm hardly at ease When my lips touch the pages of your skin Nothing had ever brought, such pleasure to me But I've written love stories in your eyes And heated at the beauty of your smile Sadly I'm not one to speak of all that's hidden inside So I dance , with a pen , with my words , and with my pride You make it awful easy To lust at my silence Shiver the spine of my books And realize I have not known the life Before my eyes I am breathless And starving, to write you down in my mind Drift at the ocean In those waters , me you shall find But I don't take kindly to an intrusion To my blissful ignorance I've made a home in my feverish oblivion So take it tenderly when I tell you words Are all there is too me A journey of thoughts and ways to devour into my unwillingness I'm much too simple For simple devotion I take no mercy in temporary nirvana My heart has mad it much easy , to dwell on a love so unfamiliar So don't callous your gentleness in the coral of my cheeks Place kiss to lips and hear the whispers I bring For an awful loud soul , the brain seems to blurr any doubt Toned down , hardly a question for the soil Insatiable, yet dying to feel live at the hand of it's beholder I've suffered at the caress of it's sin Blue I've grown blue before your eyes Skied by a sullen reality of who you are It was much easier to love you with my eyes drowned in water And a drowsy smile blending in with my teeth Silently the questions start to wander And my heart clenches at my feet Words Words don't come easy to me Given that You were the last to hear me speak