Wishing the air in the city was cleaner but the pollution is dense Wishing my stomach was less irritated but it signals for prudence Wishing I got my *** kicked in school by teachers instead of the students Wishing maturity and grace had a higher place in society instead of youthful insolence Wishing truth was easier to find and grasp instead of ignorance Wishing my dad taught me structure and discipline instead of patience Wishing my godparents taught me about God instead of their disappearance Wishing my rebellious phase ended with time and I could stop being tense Wishing I could simply live my life without all the nonsense