The cyclical effect Of generational trauma The incessancy of his Encroaching dark aura He refuses to look past his umbra He cannot perceive the pain he inflicts I'm sure that He doesn't even wallow - only wails A piteous cry. A melodramatic howl And he dares to sit there and wonder Why no ties prevail?
He is an old man now And still he believes That the disease that was he, Was nothing more than An elaboration. A tease. The last so-called apology he had given I had somehow still accepted gladly The girl, still clutching one last note She slid it under the door And hoped
Silly girl,
She should have known That hope is dead There was never any perception No conception of his venom Two decades later, And still he wails This woman does not feign indifference Moonflowers abloom, Defiant in their noctilucence
**** him and his darkness! How dare his mere presence Make my stems cower I'd thought those memories Had begun to wither Fading, obscuring into evanescence But he'd made my leaves quiver
And here I am again, Trying to bloom Again
A poem about the long echo of abuse, and the girl who hoped— until she didn't.
For anyone who's had to grieve someone still living, and grow anyway.