Sunday has no value to me as a day off but, if I had Sunday off I would start going to church for the company.
I would go to the church with rainbow lawn chairs lined up outside. An upside-down cross big above the door. Walking distance.
Where there gathers, I fear, the same old collection of fearless adults. Iām scared of you, anyway.
Iād like to get away. Once a week - of course the job does that most days - not on Sunday.
I sent my head into the ground. If I met before a congregation they would forgive me for making a concussion of my evening.
Sunday has no value to me. Let it be a day of work. But, I would go to church. Sit in the back.
from november 20, 2023 poem from the past a day #59 every part of this explains itself except for the fact that it speaks to the same person that the previous poem did. i think it's just a cute and vulnerable thought so i'm glad i made a poem out of these sparse feelings.