We've all been down that road and through the mill, turned upside down when your smile became a frown and hoping that the wind wouldn't change. because Mother said that your face would be stuck like that forever if the wind did change, which is strange but not necessarily untrue.
Many years from now when I get old and they put me out to grass I will not pass a remark I'll go quietly but I'll also go annoyingly slowly as one befitting his age.
As for the scars you only see the ones on the outside and that's only if you bother to look and we're all scarred anyway from day one so I'm no different but different,
like you I'll also come to the end but while I can I'll still pretend it's just another nightmare.