I’ve changed. I’ve grew, and not for the better. I used to laugh. But now I wither. I lie in my room and stare at my ceiling. I wish I was different, but times have changed me. I’m not the same. I don’t smile, I cry. And I’ll watch myself die. Because I’ve been changed, that’s life. Always a different person inside. Change exists, and I hate it. Take me to 2019, when I wasn’t hated. Change change, and more change. Nothings ever the same. Grow up, go back. Life’s insane. Oh, how I hate change.