Goodbye one, farewell all You must take responsibility One day you will But not today You live in denial I live in grief We both sink, drowning in regret A pit too deep to swim out of Tar, black, vice-like grip It envelopes my heart Bleeding, squeezing its essence dry Leaving nothing left but guilt A prayer, a penny, the left and right Clutching its cold coin in my hand Realisation strikes me, once more I've lost every one of my friends So reasoning aside, how can one live? All alone, over and over again Ceasing to exist, perhaps becomes a mercy To the lonely few, who must toil the earth relentlessly What a burden, you must be.