In the past I have found myself, mouth agape
Stupid

On a separate occasion, my lips moved, and I felt the power behind the words being pushed through them
Strong, solid, sensible

Lately I only hear her
Her being the loud obnoxious redhead that lives rent free inside this diseased *****
My brain

DO NOT mix bleach and vinegar!
She's toxic
Deadly

Hand to mouth
She is the first, last, and loudest voice I hear

Reflection in the mirror
She is the first to pinch and ****

SHUT UP I growl
JUST SHUT UP!!

Quiet, Spinning
A swallow, A sigh

She consumes me
Or so she will try

I must speak up
It's either that or die

A faint whisper
I do not want to say goodbye
Becaude deep down I know it's just another lie

Brief moments of lucidity
A dash of doubt

I peer from the ledge
I hear her shout

She screams, come back to me
And I will set you free

Trauma bonded for life
A toxic love story between me and me