I want to walk away
I want to leave today
This fault
I am not fine

I created the chain reaction
I long this immense retribution
I make mistakes but dont learn
I ramble to the poem as if it makes a differences

I know it doesn’t
But what can I do
What can I write
I do not know
How to express
This dark night

For now I wish to disappear but even that makes me tremble in fear.