this feeling of upset, frustrated, sad, misunderstood, mad -- just makes me want to rip my hair out of my head and punch something.
knowing i full well do not have the strength to do either.
i would break my knuckles punching something, and hurt my hands trying to pull all my hair out.
im too weak. that's what this was all about anyway, im mad because im weak, im sad because im too quiet, im frustrated because no one hears me! no one truly understands my brain and that will never change no matter what i do.
no one but me is in here.
i feel things loudly, and it feels like im being swallowed by multiple intense feelings all at once.
and it's just too much, for one girl. one brain. one heart. one voice.
it makes me want to yank my hair out and punch something until my knuckles are red and ******.
this is not edited, just checked. its very raw, my feelings are just really big right now and i don't know what to do with them. date wrote: 13/7