And in those moments, he grew- Not because of any material success But the extistential fear of failure, The fear inoculum, the fear cage Pinpoint anxiety paralyzes the mind and body hangs in suspension The quiet four walls are sliding closer The momentum of ages he built Sand castles in the hurricane's roar Functioning sinkhole, it was only time Black holes keep pulling me into the darkest corner of stars Micro (the space in between ) Macro (the space that remains)