sometimes I understand only the texture of your words, the distance of your skin you curse the silence waiting to be heard you count the hours of toil like one counts lithium pills you empty yourself of nothingness desire links the margins of time sometimes you make the proverbial schnitzel you remember how good the *** was on the dining room table I feelΒ Β the bruise of steps, the tiredness of patience the sharp edges of thought, the easiness of laughter I keep on dreaming myself going out of the night somewhere inside the purity of limits like a blade there is this feeling of you, round like the time that exhausts its depth the echo of tears gets lost in your hands, sometimes