One thing that reckons me was— a force that cannot be avoided. Like a secret— a smoke as I described it Cannot be kept on one's hand For it reveals itself on its own. Tricky, perhaps, any scientist or philosopher would dare question Not even a dummy can spin a roulette Not even a hero can toss a coin to the ferryman to cross the bridge when we got there I know my rights, my rules as a woman And one of the words you claim of me, is not counted. Hence, the releasing of secrets began like one's fate is sealed and revealed at the same time Life made me question my abilities My identity made me question my worth Who was I, right? That even the scapegoat was crucified for us to be saved from our sins.