I don't know how you do it
its like you know what I'm thinking
I decide
"I'm really done this time"
and then here you come
and decide for us both that I'm not
you lead me on and leave
like its your goal to keep me on a string forever
like you cant stand the thought of having no one to love you like I have
and we both know you know what your doing
you act like its nothing
but its killing me
I mean even my family who once loved you doesn't even think of you as a friend anymore
yet I still find myself thinking of you
thinking of going back
thinking of texting or adding you
thinking of telling you I miss you
but I cant make myself
somewhere deep down I know your done
I know your just playing with me now
I know this is all a game
and wow.
it really hurts to come to that realization.