It is that time of year when the sky and I forget we were part of the same clock. The sun passes like a stranger, brushing past me no warmth, no pause. The moon does not show me her inner blush, dark pink blemishes of light. The rainbow leaves beneath the meadow before I begin to wonder. I feel unmoored Like a tide swelling forward, unsure if itβs coming to rest or could be turned away again. Thereβs fog in my mind, and birds sleep on my neural wires. no power. no clarity.