First thing I did was run from the scene, left the old streets and all they’d seen. She said goodbye — I froze in place, then turned before tears showed on my face.
Then came the nights I caved to the haze, lines on the table, weeks in a daze. Each hit a way to not recall — but nothing numbed the fall at all.
I crossed state lines, left all I knew, wore smiles I borrowed and played them through. But even then, she stayed inside — a quiet weight I couldn’t hide.
So I left it all, the past, the place, the life I built around her trace. Not to explore the world or start anew, but to survive a life that ended with you.