she’s standing next to me the riffs crawl slowly under her skin, tunes reaching something long buried within.
the sky thickens with sentient air — as if we’re sitting in a drive-through watching us on the screen.
even the town is under her spell, its nightlife dimmed, and out of the way.
she smells like imponderable winter air. with a glance, she lifts me up and breaks me in one breath.
her eyes — the sea after storm. my gaze drifts to her mouth. her words linger, honey-crumbed, after a bite.
a phone chimes — mine. i know i have to go.
‘find your way back to me,’ i think. i hope.
my heart aches, she feels it, too. i’m not ready to say goodbye.
but i do.
this was written as a short story in 2015. i met a wonderful girl, who ended up moving back to Denmark. this was written about our last night together, and our goodbye, as we stood in front of M&S in Oxford, on Queen Street, under the lit-up Christmas lights, with someone playing guitar in the distance. July 5, 2025