It's a bit until it's not
a proposal joke gone too far
or just a symptom of the times
a coping mechanism

two anxious attachment styles
in a room
they might kiss
what is a few thousand miles anyways

you were my "birthday surprise" that year
and best friend's roommate
so my admiration got pushed down
locked away beneath 39th Street

can't set off a bomb
we'll send hearts
end facetimes with
I love you too.