I may not feel safe in this world but I am where she feels safest in this world

To be the universe in two tiny blue eyes
Oh what a gift and a cruse

Years of wishing of death to give birth to the fear of immortality.  

Not because I don’t want to abandon this world : yes I do but because I never want to abandon you

Oh what a burden to want to die but I cannot because I exist as the apple of your two little blue eyes