Stained glass Hearts on fire Adaptability Out of reach If only My lonely captivity wouldn’t Have enslaved me Eviction notice Where’s my nirvana Spinning off axis Chutes and ladders Where’s my Off ramp My unappealing entity I’m tangled in it Shattered hope Lost somewhere in the sky Black and gray never conformed to Grave robber The villain to my hero A deity Fast roping me to safety The one who knows And sees all Please just let me go Caving in under the pressure I’m undesirable Please abort this mission And move on to the next one Orphaned caterpillar Never blossomed into a butterfly Why did you give Me life To just let it be wasted Away without merit On other people’s careless betrayals Impersonating someone else Became a sick game There was No regard for my emotional stability My imperfections became A muse For my unsettling nerves