I have never truly been alone. I have always written to an audience, to someone. Someone who sees in me even what I don't see in myself. I am always being watched. At night, my pillow watches. In the kitchen, the window watches. On a walk, the leaves whisper warnings in the wind. I don’t understand when people ask what I’m like when I’m alone because I have never truly been alone.
I experimented with structure to mirror my inescapable paranoia using circular writing.