Dear Me, the one with trembling hands and a heart that cracked like old porcelain,
I remember you. How you stood in the silence, shoulders full of thunder and no one ever heard the storm.
You thought surviving was shameful as if breathing through the wreckage wasn't a kind of bravery. You wore your pain like it was your fault instead of your badge.
But let me tell you what I know now: you were never weak for breaking. You were strong for not staying shattered.
I saw how you buried your cries in late-night ceilings and learned to smile with a mouth full of splinters. That wasn’t failure that was endurance.
I wish I could’ve held your hand then. Not to fix you— you weren’t broken beyond repair. Just to remind you: even dim stars still shine, and every breath you took was proof of a future forming.
Look at us now. We are softer, but never smaller. We are whole— not because we never fell apart, but because we stitched the pieces with patience, and wore the scars like art.
Thank you for not letting go. Thank you for being the roots when everything else was wind.