It might be my last words Be headed by my own Used as a human shield Black mailed to exist If you read this write now And you never heard of me again Wish me luck in the next life Tell everybody I wasn't one of them Life is lost if it's not for a purpose And you will find it along the way Never stop searching for it Even if you are the rat in the maze You maybe fed lies everyday Raise to be the pig in the yard Yet you still breath, breed and brew A coffee for the morning light Love yourself to the death Remember me in your eyes I love the lies you told me then I still love all your lies A last letter to my enemies I held you close as my friends To distract you, to be the martyr A last letter to my love You were on the wrong side of the fence I think we might fell in love If you weren't a spy till the end