Creating something new—something truly yours—is never an easy road. There are no guarantees, no promises. But if you don’t try, how will you ever know what might have bloomed?
So I took my seeds, wrapped them in damp paper towels, and began my journey.
Within a couple of days, a seed or two had already popped. It was exciting—but with that excitement came pressure. Pressure to do it right. To keep them alive. To prove that I could do this, first try! (Because for some reason, that's how my brain works)
A few more days passed. Nothing changed. The paper towels had dried out despite my efforts to water regularly.
I thought I’d failed them. The sprouts looked brittle, barely holding on—and in that moment, it felt like my dream was slipping through my fingers.
But then I handed them to someone who had walked this path before. He looked at them, then looked at me and said:
“They’re still alive.”
And just like that, so was my dream.
This is a piece of a growing guide I'd like to create. I'm making the pieces now, as a beginner botanist in hopes to encourage others like me that they can do it too!
Expect more updates and I hope you will walk with me on my journey!