Sitting alone over an uncomfortable chair. I really felt that day — is life really unfair? Lotus — an abode of supreme, a symbol of beauty. Dream itself to be in an orchid of lily. Is it about expectations and perspective? Why do we have such thoughts? Are we flawed, unwilling to find our perspective? Without being incomplete, insolent, abstract, or a nuisance, To be full of pride — do we really need to lose our innocence? I wondered this thought all this thundering night, Swayed and pursued on a different side of my might. Will the sun only shine around darkness? I questioned my own definition of valour and of a knight. This unanswered quest still wakes me up every night...