Your spice was nice

Your sugar was sweet

You were nothing nice but
Chemical X felt so loving in defeat..


The main ingredient was alcohol that made me fall

The love from chemical ex held it all

The sweetest demon would give me a different reason to end it all

And through it all,

She cried treason cause i got to preachin, no more demons reachin, hopin my family dont get involved

So she clawed, and gnawed, at a lonely man whos killin himself by his own hand with no reason to tell me why I love her at all.

I lay backwards on a mattress and cry static to God, screamin Im an addict in hopes chemical X dont end it all

I have a son on the way and if i die today he wont even understand it at all..

Please help me




Please