Love is allowed—
but being with you isn’t.
We live in the spaces between rules,
where wanting you feels like breaking something sacred.

I love you when I’m not supposed to.
I need your warmth, your touch,
even when I know I shouldn’t.

But how do I unlove the only person
who ever made me feel what love really is?
How do I silence a heart
that only beats louder in your name?

No one will understand—
that you’re the sunlight in my darkest thoughts,
that just your memory
can soften the hardest part of my day,
that you’re the reason
I still want to wake up tomorrow.

Our love is forbidden.
We’re not meant to be.
But I can’t help it.
I can’t stop loving you—
with every piece of me
that’s still somehow whole because of you.