3 am and i cant sleep, the time of the creative when the words wont keep. They wake me up as they dance through my head stories and poetry weave as i lay in bed. I give in sit up to write a few lines down, before i know it lost in the flow i drown. Morning comes all too soon and items of the day begin to consume. As i go through the day taking care of the mundane, I am secretly writing narratives some would think i am insane. When i am lost in a dark place i write until i find my way out. Let the words pour and empty as i cry and shout. I may seem disconnected in a crowd but i am just overwhelmed because the voices are loud. Don’t know how to turn the volume down just part of me i guess. But I’ve learned to make do more or less. Have to be careful and remember though Don’t push, keep pace, they don’t know.