I could say something better but it's not the time,
I'm not okay- I'm not even fine,
I'm trying to heal,
I see where I was wrong but
I think of you to just about every song
There's been some setbacks I couldn't predict,
the entire month of May was pure chaotic ****
I couldn't reach you because that's not fair,
I have to deal with my own **** without someone there
You were so right about a lot of things,
But accepting I'm being used is something that stings,
The entire structure of my life has been rearranged,
I don't mean to creep- don't mean to be strange
I just wanted to see you as selfish as that is, if you want me to leave though
I'll do as you wish